Sex On Demand

Everybody love sex! I guess so. That a nature. A living thing nature. From as low as animal till human. So what' the problem? Actually nothing. But as human there is norm or rule that say Sex only can perform after marriage ritual. Is that for sure? Yes for some traditions and religions. It an absolutely. Remember...some! means not all. There a traditions in this part of world which demand a couple perform sex before marriage to make sure that the woman can get pregnant. If she never get pregnant, the marriage consider never happen and the family will force the man to find another woman who can get pregnant and give a lot of descendant.

In this early years I find a new word to express sex relationship. It's called FUBU which mean I was told, is short of f*** buddy. Some people says this is a new relationship in this new millennia. But from my point of view it is not.

This relationship is already happen a thousand millions years before when the words "Love Betrayal"  first time exist.

A FUBU is a couple or more who have a relationship with which is not committed but if they want sex, he or she be there for them. Most of that happen if marriage unwanted and sex on demand. To full fill the desire they will find someone who ready for them, without commitment or anything that disturbing such marriage ritual.  Recently I was told that fubus can be found in heterosexual circles too. In this very day, that's happen in almost everywhere. Religions and traditions can't says anything to prevent that, it already a demand. Because Sex is a nature and human right. And no more shame. The women and men has same right, if they are in the mood, they bed them without blinking an eye. and later on, if either party is in the mood, they just call each other to fix a tryst.

And these people are not the screwed up people from broken homes or who had suffered abuse and want to take it out against a society  or system that failed them. These are well-educated young people and mature adult. Some of them already have a "happy family" on his/her own and even a well know public figure in government or the owner of well established company who practice this type of relationship.

In my point of view F*** Buddy is ok as long as they are a single who don't have any relationship with anybody else. But forbidden for the one who already marriage and have a happy family. Because it can't called FUBU anymore but "Love Betrayal" or flirt or...what ever..

But if Sex on Demand? And Nature call?

Internet Interactive and phone call

Me and Jojo is far away now. We can't see each other, can't huggy waggy, but we still can talk, share picture, share story and show our affections in different way. Thanks to the laptop/computer and broadband connections.

Malaysia and Indonesia is different. In Malaysia Internet is already memasyarakat. But in Indonesia, it still a luxury stuff. Not everyone and in every place can access Internet. Perhaps because I stay in remote area...I means not in the capital city, but a city..only a bit small.

I can't find hot spot here. If I want to, I need to go to city square, sit there and open my wireless connections. The problem is this place is open, no canopy and if I do that I'll expose straight away to sun light. My skin is not that fair. so....la la la

To get Internet access, I subscribe to Internet broadband packet. I have to pay >RM 125 to get unlimited connections and free ADSL modem. So expensive ya? But its work. At least I can chat with Jojo every afternoon after she come back from school.

Next month, I have plan going to my favorit home town in lampung. I live in remote area. In the deep of jungle. But I’m not gaptech. I can created a power suplay from the sun and waterfall. But I couldn’t get the internet connections from there. So what’s the point of live, stay in beautiful place but can’t see the world in display? It’s like frog inside the well.

Hope IM2 from indosat can help me to get the broadband connections in my way.

Even phone connections sometime not connect. I using indosat"mentari" to call Jojo. It's also not cheaper. Some more I already use the code 01016.

I don't know anymore what I should do to stay conect with my love one. But with help from "Mentari" and indosat... hope...we both...will staytune..forever...

Just..please Indosat.. keep Low wage..

Looking for Job

It really not nice stay at home without do nothing. So boring and exhausting. I feel my maid day in Malaysia is still better. at least I have responsible and know what I supposed to do. And there is some one I scared for.

At home, too free. I can do as I wish. No fun. No challenge.  No responsible and don't know what I supposed to do. And the most  no body will angry or give weird look, like my ex employer always did if I too challenging for her. Oh God I miss her so much!

By the way,  I supposed to rest till next years. But I can't stand stay at home even only for less then one month. So when my uncle, a retailer boss need me to work for him as cashier in his supermarket I said,  I do!

It's not easy to find job in Indonesia in this day. If not because lack experiment it must be because of the educations. I graduate from polytechnic agriculture in Food technology. I supposed to work in Food manufacture or in related sector. I did before when I was a fresh graduate. I work in a laboratories in a big food processing manufacture. Every day I did analysis and experiment. I work with thing, in a small room full of chemical and apparatus socket. So boring! Then I read one words from Kahlil Gibran book which said that.."the subject will change like the object if stay with it for a long time..." I never wait till that happen, before I put resignations letter.

Then I fall in love with flower and plant and live stock. I be a farmer in my father farm. Planting vegetable, fruit, spice, and coffee. Long enough for me to get boring and went to Malaysia to find a new atmosphere...then  I end up as maid.

And I meet Jojo. Fall in love with her...

Now, I feel the same thing again. Boring! I guess its already my genetic. If can, I want secure 3 or 5 job. So every time get boring I can change it. But how it's can happen?

Being a maid was good enough. I have plenty responsible and job. But stayed in someone else house for so long..is not good. Especially if I think that house and all in it as mine. And I was part of them, but actually not. It hurting! more hurt when I have to say good bye.