Remember AI? Artificial Inteligence? Mind Operations?
I have an Enemy, which I can’t touch. Not because she is immune, protected, untouchable or invincible. Just because I love her so much. I protect her by myself.
I can’t hurt her physically or mentally because I don’t want to be her true enemy. But she always hurt me with her soft spoken, her sarcasm, and her attitude toward me. But she’s good to me, sincere or not. I adore her. She is my favorit figure. I respect her….in every way. That’s way I can’t attact her back.
Do I need suffer in silent?
I guess..I can’t. I can’t afford to lose her, but I want her to change her attitude toward me. It’s better for me to hear she says….”I don’t like You” than “I like you. But you…bla….bla.
So, I did mind operations. First, I spied on her and I set a trap. Than she trapped. I won.
Than I arranged a bad conditions for her. And I lose. I am a looser.
Cos, when she came to me in misery, begging in tears and smile…no anger…. I felt miserable. More than hers. And I melted. In the way the snow melted under the sun with hope….the glayser will flow to sweet green valley.
Than I know…I love her more than I hate her.
She’s already in misery. I couldn’t seen her in that way…. Than I said… Good Bye.
Do you think my mind operations fail? No! it’s working. But I fail! I am not that strong enough to destroy her in her misery or even to look at her in that kind face.
Yes..I am Fail. Yet I don’t know how to finish this.
Poor me!
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
THE PREDICTIONS
Indonesia politics is in red line. Political analyst, Market analyst and Economi analyst said the same thing about the situations of Indonesia in this global crisis and before the General Elections. Only the Vice Pres. Jusuf Kalla the only one who peek the Indonesia’s situations in different spectacle. His optimist about the growing financial in the midle of the crisis global make people think..there’s a hope.
It is good to look optimist in the midle of crisis. Don’t panic. Because if we did so, we will lose the control of the ships and if people scream and give motions unbeliefable to government the 1998 incident could happen again.
As an ordinary citizen…I feel nothing about the global crisis. Nothing different at all. So far, in my eyes this government perform well. It’s more than enough to put stability, equality and unity in the first place of democracy.
Stop making assume. The predictions make people unsure. Imagination can’t cope with reality. Why make assume or predictions if the probability only 0,01%?
This Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono and Jusuf Kalla is good combinations. One with ability to lead, and the other one with his ability to control.
What else me, as citizen wanted unless a good people who sit in the government seat, have good integrity, honestly, responsibility, trustworthy and faithfull?
No Corruptor,
No Manipulator,
No fighting
Stay Unity in Diversity
GODBLESS INDONESIA
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It is good to look optimist in the midle of crisis. Don’t panic. Because if we did so, we will lose the control of the ships and if people scream and give motions unbeliefable to government the 1998 incident could happen again.
As an ordinary citizen…I feel nothing about the global crisis. Nothing different at all. So far, in my eyes this government perform well. It’s more than enough to put stability, equality and unity in the first place of democracy.
Stop making assume. The predictions make people unsure. Imagination can’t cope with reality. Why make assume or predictions if the probability only 0,01%?
This Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono and Jusuf Kalla is good combinations. One with ability to lead, and the other one with his ability to control.
What else me, as citizen wanted unless a good people who sit in the government seat, have good integrity, honestly, responsibility, trustworthy and faithfull?
No Corruptor,
No Manipulator,
No fighting
Stay Unity in Diversity
GODBLESS INDONESIA
***
Good night, sleep tight….
Do you know that the End of the World is close to us?
I don’t know either. But at least one person knows. My sweet best friend Mimi. She said to me one upon a time, she lose her very love one. Not only one but two. Her two love one because her stupid activity (can’t tell). So she come to me and said….…..the world is near to the end.
This best friend of mine have a very rare attitude. She is a half past person who couldn’t use her smart brain properly. She never think before did. And regret it after the damage was done.
Her very best problem is…she’s always stuck a metres away to the past.
She’s good person…no, I mean..she’s good…just good, but not perfect. She is sincerity and hard working. She likes to created something. She has a lot fresh idea which sometime put her in big trouble. But I love her. She is my trully companions. Her bad side is she can’t shut her bad mouth. She says anything come to her mind. Doesn’t matter if it hurtfull for some one else. We all know…the True is Pain.
Poor May…..
I love her as much as she loves me. And pleased to have her as best best friend. Because she’s sincere and not a pretender. She has a blind love type. She will sacrifice her self for some one she loves for.
Oh…may..your life story be my bed time story. I won’t say anything to you. Your live is ur. Just….Good night, sleep tight…sweeet dream…love you….
***
I don’t know either. But at least one person knows. My sweet best friend Mimi. She said to me one upon a time, she lose her very love one. Not only one but two. Her two love one because her stupid activity (can’t tell). So she come to me and said….…..the world is near to the end.
This best friend of mine have a very rare attitude. She is a half past person who couldn’t use her smart brain properly. She never think before did. And regret it after the damage was done.
Her very best problem is…she’s always stuck a metres away to the past.
She’s good person…no, I mean..she’s good…just good, but not perfect. She is sincerity and hard working. She likes to created something. She has a lot fresh idea which sometime put her in big trouble. But I love her. She is my trully companions. Her bad side is she can’t shut her bad mouth. She says anything come to her mind. Doesn’t matter if it hurtfull for some one else. We all know…the True is Pain.
Poor May…..
I love her as much as she loves me. And pleased to have her as best best friend. Because she’s sincere and not a pretender. She has a blind love type. She will sacrifice her self for some one she loves for.
Oh…may..your life story be my bed time story. I won’t say anything to you. Your live is ur. Just….Good night, sleep tight…sweeet dream…love you….
***
Monday, December 8, 2008
Me In Actions
What I can’t do? I can’t help my self. Beautiful moment must keep, so the past past will remain in mind. You see how beautiful…. Me in Actions.
Beautiful moment is like a magnificent wine.
Enjoy…! May be one of you be there with me…in….Actions!!
Beautiful moment is like a magnificent wine.
Enjoy…! May be one of you be there with me…in….Actions!!
Called from The PAST
“Hi….mey…..finally I got money to called you!” So, Sweet! That’s my Jojo. My lovely one. You know, sometimes, Water thinker than blood. If we put flour, sugar, egg, baking powder and chocolate chip inside. The result…..Birth day’s Cake.
But not everyone like to eat the Birth day’s cake, especially if the Birth day person got bird flu while blow the birth day candles. Na…..just kidding.
My relationship with JOJO like….what’s. ..ya…. I can’t explain. It’s very complicated. I love her. An d she said she loves me. I miss her, she miss me too. But we are nothing…. We are only …..some one ….else. But it’s for sure I feel, I ready to sacrifice myself for her if it is necesarry .
But I’m sure it wouldn’t be necesarry because she has an adopt mother who love her so much too, I guess. Even..perhaps she is a selfish and egois type of person….but we can’t distrust a mother’s love, even if..she is an adopt mother. Wow…..I already make some one angry. Some one who asked me to forget the past and start a new dimentions of life. Some one who’s thinking that’s I was her very cruel nightmare….just because I hold her very deep secret. Some one that I ever love one upon a time, and I miss so much this time. Hopes she happy with her thought. And in my thought she was nothing than memory dump file which never gone even if I clean up using disk defragmenter. And JoJO is my special program file. Love you!
But not everyone like to eat the Birth day’s cake, especially if the Birth day person got bird flu while blow the birth day candles. Na…..just kidding.
My relationship with JOJO like….what’s. ..ya…. I can’t explain. It’s very complicated. I love her. An d she said she loves me. I miss her, she miss me too. But we are nothing…. We are only …..some one ….else. But it’s for sure I feel, I ready to sacrifice myself for her if it is necesarry .
But I’m sure it wouldn’t be necesarry because she has an adopt mother who love her so much too, I guess. Even..perhaps she is a selfish and egois type of person….but we can’t distrust a mother’s love, even if..she is an adopt mother. Wow…..I already make some one angry. Some one who asked me to forget the past and start a new dimentions of life. Some one who’s thinking that’s I was her very cruel nightmare….just because I hold her very deep secret. Some one that I ever love one upon a time, and I miss so much this time. Hopes she happy with her thought. And in my thought she was nothing than memory dump file which never gone even if I clean up using disk defragmenter. And JoJO is my special program file. Love you!
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